Of course!

So as of Monday, I had to drive out to Houston for a week of training after I just found out that my uncle passed away. I was pretty sad on Easter knowing that my Uncle had just passed away the morning before. To keep me from getting sad my partner and I worked on our landscaping and replaced the Mulch & added flowers. I got so crampy that I watched her plant all the plants. That night I was so exhausted that I was falling asleep by 8pm. My partner was driving me nuts trying to get me out of bed to pack for my business trip. I was crying leave me alone in Spanish. Will a couple hours before I’m was getting ready to leave work to head to Houston AF finally shows in full force. I was happy & upset all at the same time. I’ve read online that after a miscarriage you first period is painful; for me, that’s held true. Worst part was trying to drive three hours with the pain. I’m glad she’s here but I hate not being in my own home. On another note, I’m kinda excited because a colleague contacted me today to see if I’d be interested working with his company. As nice as it would be to take on a different setting, I wonder how getting pregnant will fall into the mix. I want it all Dang it! Career & baby! I know its possible but I know this road will be hard. Anyhow, so here I am in Houston, missing my Sweetheart. After Friday, I’m driving three hours in the opposite direction from home to see my aunt & family. This has been the longest my Sweetheart & I have been apart & it sucks. To end on a positive note since AF came, May will be month we can start trying again. 🙂